When was the last time you wraped your arms around me and kissed me?
When was the last time I woke up and the first thing I saw was your face?
When was the last time you came home and rushed to hug me?
When was the last time I saw that sparkle in your eye...
When was the day that the love died.
I followed your beauty.
I followed that which I could see,
Into the place I stand now.
I stand on a ledge
To the side of me, abyss, nothingness.
One wrong step could send me plunging into the darkness.
But as long as I hold your hand, I am safe.
My love and my guide what was it about you, that led me up this steep and treacherous path?
Was it the way you're smiled in a dark room, or was it that you touch could empower me for days?
I am standing on the edge of darkness, when I have labored so long and hard to avoid the darkness for the last many years, now have walked quietly upon this ledge.
Dont let me go for I know t
If Ive lost one thing by Reverend-Zaide, literature
Literature
If Ive lost one thing
If Ive lost one thing, its myself.
I've walked through the world. Ive seen great forests and oceans. Ive climbed mountains and Ive swam the depths. Ive been flying and boating. Ive seen many things. Ive seen a person come from the grave back to life and Ive seen someone go from life to the grave. Ive gained and Ive lost. And all throughout it I thought I had myself. I was wrong. I am no longer myself. I look into the mirror and I dont see me. I see a stranger with his blue gray eyes, staring back at me. I fake the world. I fake it to everyone. I fake being
Certifications
National Registry of Emergency Medical Technicians
Emergency Medical Technician - Basic
RED CROSS
Cardiopulmonary Resuscitation Adult/Child/Infant(CPR)
Automated External Defibrillator Adult/Child(AED)
First Aid
CPR for the Professional Rescuer
Emergency Oxygen Administration
CPR for the Lay Responder Instructor
Blood borne Pathogens Instructor
CPR for the Professional Rescuer Instructor
Lifeguard
Mass Care
Shelter Operations
Intro Volunteer Services
Fulfilling our Mission Translating Compassion
LMS Basics
LMS Student Management
LMS Resource Management
LMS Scheduling
LMS Enrolling
LMS Commerce Manageme
Application for a Bot by Reverend-Zaide, literature
Literature
Application for a Bot
Application for a bot
Please answer questions fully. If you leave it blank it will be left blank with the bot you receive meaning that it may or may not work depending on what you left blank.
Once you fill this out, send it to me by email. jgiambo@gmail.com with the subject Bot Application. I will reply to your email with either a question on your bot or a link to download your new bot.
Name of Bot:
(Username)
Password:
Owner's Name:
Trigger of bot:
(Symbol used to call up a command) ex !. !welcome
Homeroom:
(Default room for the bot to join)
Bad command text:
(What the bot says if the command does not exist. Ok to leave b
dAmn, An Operators Manual by Reverend-Zaide, literature
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dAmn, An Operators Manual
How to use the commands in dAmn
(Taken from the dAmn help page, condensed and made more accessible in a single location)
Group Cmds
Rename Group
/admin rename privclass OldName to NewName
Create New Group
/admin create privclass YourGroup #
Remove
/admin remove privclass GroupName
Send users to new Group
/admin move users Members to NewGroup
Show Priv Classes
/admin show privclass
Show Users
/admin show users
Priv Cmds (these specify what a user can or cant do)
Use them with either a + or a - in front and using this cmd
/admin update privclass PrivName
Order
The number that appears to the left of each
PopeBot, a new users guide.
In this guide I will talk you through the use of popebot (PB) and his many feature. Both a common guest user and a Mod or Op will find this guidebook useful.
PB History
PB was designed to moderate the room #reverend, since then he has expanded and is now moderating the rooms of #reverend, #zaidescouch, #mastordebator, #thelift, and #vangyrria. It has been programmed to meet the needs of any channel op or user. (PB) is available for use by anyone who asks for him and can be adapted for almost any use by request. If PB is not available for your chat, a similar bot can be ordered from Reverend-Zaide (RZ) althou
How 2 be the Perfect Boyfriend by Reverend-Zaide, literature
Literature
How 2 be the Perfect Boyfriend
1. Ignore everything she says and just not yes every couple minutes
Phrases to help:
What an interesting story
i cant believe it tell me again and in more detail
sorry i was just thinking how much i love you
2. Avoid the friends and family
Pretend that you are interested in them by making every time sound like the first time
use praises like:
oh her, the fat one
Especially avoid the close friend, that way when she runs crying to her you dont have to deal with the drama
3. Be a man
don't worry about opening doors or listening or giving flowers thats for wussies
do what you want to do.
Avoid getting in her problems especially avo
I survived,
I survived this place called life
I survived the dark
I survived the light
I keep my path straight
where many are tempted to stray
I survived
In the dark
I was cold
I was alone
relying on myself
I kept to the path
and I survived
In the light
I was blind
I was not alone
many were there
to keep me on the path
I survived
I am Alive
I choose to Live
When many choose to give in,
I choose for myself
Not for any other
I choose to exist
I choose to survive
Lost in my own Reflection by Reverend-Zaide, literature
Literature
Lost in my own Reflection
Lost in my own Reflection
Into a mirror I gaze
Looking back at me
a face I do not know
a face that is cold and hard
But when I look in myself
I do not see this man
I see a child
young and new
with no knowledge
no knowledge of the harsh winter
that we live in
so then who is
the person looking back at me?
Is it the me that I show the world
hardened by life's blizzards
as cold as the arctic night
Is this me
or is it someone else
am I this person
or am I the one
the one who plays in the fall leaves
the one who has a favorite toy truck
the one who runs on the playground
Am I this suit
Am I the tie
Am I this face
Am I th
You were there
when i needed you most
You watched over me
When i was in trouble
You cared for me
when i was alone
You fed me
when i was hungry
You kept me company
when the nights were cold
You showed me love
when my heart was a rock
You showed me what compassion was
when i turned my back on suffering
You gave me courage
when i couldn't yet stand up
You were there
when i needed you most
Now i am here
when he needs me
Now i am the watcher
when no one is keeping an eye on him
Now i am doing the caring
when no one is there
Now am am the one feeding
when he is hungry
Now i am the one keeping him company
when he is alo
I Stare
Staring into the blinding darkness
alone in a cold room
i sit
Waiting for fates call
Controlling nothing
yet seeing everything
I stare into nothing
waiting for icy hands to grasp me
waiting for the person who will take me
take me for the final journey
i wish to see thy maker
i wish to look into his eyes
those pearl eyes
and to ask one question
I stare
waiting
thinking
what will the question be
wondering what would i ask
"what is life?"
"Why are we here?"
no
When the time comes
I will have a question
for him
when he is near
for i do not fear
what is in front of me
i know what is behind me
and with this kn
Black shadows surround
In a room of darkness
the only candle has gone out
the lanterns – extinguished
I watch you in shadow
the razor appealing
I see you cut deep crimson streaks
straight down your arm
and I did nothing
I watch as your life pours out
the floor is bathed in red
the shadows flood towards you
and I did nothing
the flame still burning in my soul
but my light I didn't share
I did nothing
Its now too late
you are 6 feet deep
all that remains is a stone
One stone to sum up
years of life gone
And I did nothing
Today i saw you cry for the second time
I saw how much you were hurt
I saw the pain
I saw the sadness
I saw the sorrow
I saw the loss.
I never wanted to see you hurt ever again
That time so long ago
And to see it again-
I know we aren't a we anymore
I still care
I still want to see you happy
For someone not to see how special you are
For someone to give up
For someone to betray you
You don't know how special you are
You make people feel happy just by your presence
You are an Angel
You are Smart
You are funny
You are beautiful
Keep Smiling
Keep Walking
Keep Being Yourself
Walking through Dreams by Reverend-Zaide, literature
Literature
Walking through Dreams
I sleep, to get away from the world
to leave my fears
to leave my wants
to leave my needs, all far away
I sleep to fly
to dream
to leave my love and my hate in reality
to go to a place where I am safe from the haunting of ghosts long gone
to go to a place where I am free to explore and wander
but when I drift from this world into the next
there is no relief from the daily menaces of my sub-conscience
there is no calm water to sink into
there is only a troubling storm
where I can see all my triumphs and failures
all bathed in glorious light
time standing still watching me as I wander through myself
seeing all I have, can and a
Certifications
National Registry of Emergency Medical Technicians
Emergency Medical Technician - Basic
RED CROSS
Cardiopulmonary Resuscitation Adult/Child/Infant(CPR)
Automated External Defibrillator Adult/Child(AED)
First Aid
CPR for the Professional Rescuer
Emergency Oxygen Administration
CPR for the Lay Responder Instructor
Blood borne Pathogens Instructor
CPR for the Professional Rescuer Instructor
Lifeguard
Mass Care
Shelter Operations
Intro Volunteer Services
Fulfilling our Mission Translating Compassion
LMS Basics
LMS Student Management
LMS Resource Management
LMS Scheduling
LMS Enrolling
LMS Commerce Manageme